Today I am having a very hard day. I have been home all day with Olivia. It is my day off and normally we go to the park, to the beach or shopping for a few hours. Today I can not even get myself out of bed, with Olivia I am forced to get out of bed. I told Darren this morning that my plan for the day was to clean the house or at least pick it up and work on laundry.
I found myself talking to my closest friends about what was going on terrified that the news next Wednesday was going to be bad.
Next thing I knew, I vaccummed, and put in ONE load of laundry out of the five that needed to be done and it was almost 3:30 and I needed to get dressed and get Gabrielle from school.
Darren and I have talked about all of the what ifs at this point and there is ONE thing positive that has come out of this. We both believe with all of the hard times and all of the issues we have had to overcome this is the lord forcing the emergency brakes on us and making us appreciate each other and the family that we have.
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