Sunday and back to work today

Everyone may think that I am out of my mind but I am going back to work today. I have 3 nights to work this week before my 10 day vacation. I need to keep my mind going on things other than my illness. I am very angry that this is happening to me but I am forcing myself to deal with the current issues at hand but staying busy. Last week I did not think about this much while I was working which was a VERY good thing.
Darren and I went to church today and there was so much support from our friends and members of our small group. I have cried very little over the diagnosis and this morning I cried and cried and cried HARD.
I am scared but I feel I can not be scared because I am a mother. This little girl relies so much on me as well as the rest of my family!

Darren has been so amazing. He went grocery shopping with me yesterday and took care of Olivia while I was layed out on the couch.

So two more days (in my mind) until I meet with the oncologist to find out about what my treatment is going to be.

I have 7 days until we set sail on our anniversary cruise to Key West and Cozumel. Our partying days are over since I have to be ready to battle the hell out of this when I get home. I guess this is the way we are forced to save money! Ha....